Your love your sacrifice..

Saw a multitude of many shades..

most of them were leaning towards frivolity..

earnestness seems to be lost in translation..

all they care about is success and complacence..

where has the feeling of trustfulness gone ?

deceived by destiny,left alone in darkness..

I see a man turning gray with eyes casting off glumness..

Deeply,passionately moved by love,he infixed himself into a ruse.

Every inch he jaunted,the trap became more bemuse..

chicanery is at pinnacle,faux innocence never shed a clue..

treasured every moment with passion and love..

Adhering to the inevitable,he had to follow the destiny..

Went to the world of unknown faces and vague sanity..

skipped every heartbeat meant for his lover.

Lost in time,like an fanciful dreamer..

time arrived to unite himself with her soul..

Traveled across the border with a feeling of exuberance..

time has come to meet my lover and make her mine forever..

Wind is as quiet as a sleeping child..

unaware of the awkward silence of the sky..

I was lost in the scent of feminism and fantasies kept ticking my mind..

splendid smile and long hair cascading down her shoulder..

O God ! The drops of romance in the air,made me shudder..

time has traveled back to retrieve its charm..

To my utter dismay,it was lost in crew..

Mysticism had seized my conscience..

Life is like a stage show of different persona..

Same body,same soul and same aspirations..

But every time with a different role to play..

She is gone..Oh no! she is gone..

With a quirk of fate,everything turned gloomy..

The show is still on,trust me my brother..

We cry,we suffer,we live and we enjoy..

That's the glory of life..

Someday she'll touch the ground,someday she'll cry with you..

One day she'll realize,she left an angel like you..

Am I the one ?

Beyond the sea I see a Lucifer..

healing the days with tempted disguise.

beyond the world I feel the pain

getting numb with a trail of revenge..

Is it you who is touched by Jesus?

Is it me who got the stigmata signs ?

He will bless everyone with power and courage..just show your face to the world..

Let the sand decide your fate,give this world a glimpse of austerity..

Make yourself futile and bewitched by your own innocence..

Learn to touch your own feet.

Respect yourself and trade your fate with eternity..

The power existing here has come to an end..

Wear your own destination and touch the rising sun..

Bury your reluctance and kiss your identity..

I know one day we all die,do somethings to leave your odor..

smell the fruit of sufferings and make this place a better home..

inside out

Take the best of me,coz m overflowing with emotions..

Don't make me cry,because  I am filled with misery..

love me as much as u can,because I lie sumwhere between your dreams and your faith..

The cloud needs to pour its sins and regrets,it has made the land look old with no life..

apologies need to be admitted as we are the beginner,we are the thief..

We steal the love from clouds and throw them in grief..

Time has come to search your mind,search for freedom search for equality..

search for love devoid of infidelity..

I am in your eyes,I am in your mind..see yourself and make your heart mine..

time ends in no time,wish it halts..its all i need,to find myself and my faults..

can an answer be a question to its own question ??

we are trapped in a vicious circle,just figure out where to go..

always choose the toughest path and love yourself..

it will be beautiful,that's how its meant to be..

Story of my life..

I kept on washing the blood,but there was no wound..

I kept on staring at myself,but there was no mirror..

I  thought about my future,but there was no present..

Am I running away from something??

Here it goes,the story of my life

The day I saw my mother,i looked into her eyes..

She was like a goddess,who blessed my soul with life..

I felt her touch,i felt her love..

She was the one,yes! she was the one..

who filled happiness and rejoice..

The day I went to school,I saw books..

Tried to gain wisdom,from paper made of wood..

Then began the college life..full of zeal,full of surprise..

What not to do,I could not explain.I was lost in the clouds of heaven.. 

Fell in love,could not express..

Like a country bumpkin,always tried to impress..

Did not acknowledge how life changed,met a girl and sadness restrained..

relished every moment with love and passion,

I made my tears fall like rain from heaven..

Here I am,lying on my bed..thinking about my dreams and my past life..

I wish to go back,i wish to meet my goddess..

She taught me how to love,how to live and realize your dreams..

How can you leave me,when you were my dream...

Humanity touching heaven..

I'll go beyond the limits,i'll go beyond the sea

I'll live in the mountains,i'll play with mud..

I'll bath in snow,i'll sleep with the rivers..

I'll kiss the morning sun,i'll heal the murky nights..

The glory of nature wont go unnoticed..i'll treasure every moment..

I'll live with unknown people,i'll make love with skies..

nature has its limits,i'll make them mine..

I want to fly with the birds,I want to wax my temptations..

I want to welter my emotions,to leave humanity and attain salvation..

I wont come back,i dont care..

I just want a fruit,to make my life fair..

I want to feel insanity,i want to taste every moment

I want to know unknown people,after i reach heaven..

Gates of the blue sky are unfolded,take me beyond the realm..

Drown me in love,touch my innocent life..

Hallow my soul in heaven,dats a wish..

I dont want to touch the ground and deceive winds..

I'll lie in wait,till the morning arrives..

to regain my identity and end my life..

Freedom at the cost of emotions

As I sense the summer breeze from heaven

striking the leaves to absolve them  and drop them to a new destination,

I acknowledge its fate with a vague conclusion..

The breeze wants to set them free and make their own destiny.

It wants them to live free and feel the world with no fetters..

But can leaves fall in love with the breeze? 

even if its presence is short lived,can they develop emotions?

Do they need to give up emotions to live free?

Is it obligatory to give up emotions to think and live freely ? 

The aim to absolve the leaves and drop them to a better place is still ambiguous..

As the breeze keeps on lingering every moment,it may either drop them in hell  or may leave them at the door of heaven..

Is the breeze free ?

Considering its own plight,should it give up all the emotions to live freely..

Freedom at the cost of emotions,is it justified ?

Standing in the middle of nowhere...

My hope and faith is sandwiched between the reality of pragmatism..

as long as the waves of hope keep touching my soul,i will keep trying..

At last,either i'll stop trying,or emotions will come back..

It feels like i'm sitting on the grave of my past life

waiting for it,to rise from ashes..

among hundreds of depressed and frustrated souls

i see myself,becoming one of them..

where has the innocence gone ?

aroma of faith seems to linger every moment..

pain and aggression has made me weak and incoherent..

i can only understand faces and identify people to interact..

may be my sub-conscious mind has a better solution to it..

but why is it so difficult to adhere to reality while you are in a trance state?

Sometimes we say things that may sound obnoxious

You need to realize the profoundness of pain around you

before you make an attempt to prove yourself..

Life is not about proving your excellence..

It is about developing an attitude,

that is socially and psychologically acceptable..

Every moment every breath..~for my love~

The first time I fell in love..
 

I knew it was eternal and its still impregnable

The first time i looked into your eyes..

 I knew i'll never drown again

and I still see my world in your eyes..

The first time I felt your aura clinging to my breast..
 

I knew the time has ceased

and I am still lost in ecstasy..

The first time we kissed..

 I knew the touch of your lips will warm my soul..

and i still burn with desire..

Ever since the last time I missed you..

time has become so unfair..

tempts me to die every moment and resurrect..

to make me fall in love again and again..

First day of the semester

As I sit in a class full of enthusiastic and unknown faces
 

 I can sense the words hovering over my conscience.

everything seems to be strange and sadistic.

This one hour has become an infinite array

and anxiety is tickling my stomach every now and then.

I want to reunite myself with myself and recognize myself again..

Is it really helpful to listen to all the futile words that have lost their glory ?

I want to be free..

I just want to follow my dreams and make my own destiny..

life ain't about following a mundane protocol..

just honor your faith and live free..

that's the essence of life...